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Talking about today...
It's my parent's 20th anniversary. ........
You know wat, nothing special happen.
It's not because of the boredom after 20 years of wedding, it's mainly because of the things, that they argued since n days ago... No, maybe n weeks ago...
We know.
But we don't really know.
They have to slove this by themselves, no1 can help them, even though we wishes so deadly to.
I wish for the day, when everything fixed, when we become really like a family, like last time, I wish...
I wish for another 20 years and more anniversary of them.......................:)
Happy 20th anniversary...
I love U daddy and mummy...

Day (n+2) without him...

I was so worry about him...
Yes he is no more a child and he can take care of himself...
Still I can't stop blaming myself for my selfishness...
Why he can sacrifices so much for me?
I was so bad that I can't even do a simple thing like just concentrate in study...
I don't want anything, I just want u to b happy all the time.
Seriously, I miss u.

Day 3.

... the title shud nt b named "Day 3", as he came back, shud i name it 
'the very first sunday in october' ? :D

so 2day, i woke up lk usual, dat is 0530 and i saw his missed calls..
the 2nd time i woke up, i called him right after i pee.
ok i washed my hand b4 taking my ph x)

i've decided to throw away all my anger ytd.
yesterday was a past, thr's no reason keep talking yesterday instead of today.
besides i dun wan him to hv a bad morning, same to me.
morning determines almost evrythn of the day, mayb the following days too,
so i wan him to hv a sweet and lovely morning....
ok i talked too much XD
i called him, with relax and my sexy voice (omg 38~)
and thn had my breakfast.
i noticed somethn happened between my parents..
i dunno wat it is, cz i'm a bad child dat i seldom stay in house..
i hope this situation won't be long....
i love my dad and my mum.

to b continued

Day 2.

saturday, 01 oct 11.

hello october, u came so fast.


so 2day, woke up early ( i mean 430am. ==) 
my plan : wake up to make salad and pudding.
thn : i stay in bed til 0655, almost late for my date, LOL ==

so bout the date..
wen wen date me to -- pasar.
after yrs nt goin to pasar (i think so) i return to pasar.
and thn... i realized i'm nt a gud daughter, won't b a gud wife either. :P
thn back to house and prepare the things, dat i shud hv done.
1100, we headed to billion, for chicken wings and watermelon.


oh ya, all these is for the very 1st yr of Majlis Perpisahan Pasukan Pandu Puteri Kajang High School... wahseh the name oready so grand man XD


so the next station, b4 goin to teacher's house, we went to Tutti Frutti.
Grand opening on 2day, at Kajang so we went to hv a look...
no actually it's bcz of the 50% discount offered, ya girls.. ><

after meeting wai hoe- the monitor, ing sen- the gossip girl ( LOL i'm bad!!><) and wan xien- the gud girl, we "officially" gt into the shop.
ok the flavour i've chosen is cappuccino and strawberry.
both mixed well with smarties and some sour juicy lil balls, which i dun reli noe wat it is,
and a layer of chocolate on top...
it makes my day :)

and thn, we went to teacher's house, at bangi.


we past by the place i grown up, where it's no more the same..


and thn, we reached our destination-- the teacher's house.
she's our pandu puteri teacher or aka the physics teacher of lower six, who is ours too.
she's so funny and sporting dat we shared so many secrets with her lk our fren.
frm here it's nt hard to noe dat we enjoyed the day with her :)
although it's a bit busy but we're all happy..

after dat we rushed to skul cz we're late.
thn the activity started-- the BBQ :D
the chicken wings r so well marinaded, the bihun tasted so gud, and the ribena, nice man :)
evrythn goes well, until jh reached, whr i borrowed her ph ( mine was dead, ran out of battery)
i called him.
he was back.
and some reason our conversation ended up with ntg but anger, of both.
i was reli upset, dat i jz wanted to noe how was him, and listen to him, his voice, but.......
ok, no more mood for the activity..
luckily it almost end.
in the end of the event, 
some went back with the sweetest memory in high skul ever;
some went back jz after attending a BBQ;
mayb some with negative feelings, due to other reason, lk me...
but 1 thing i cn sure is dat we all r totally tired, exhausted.......................................


back to home, sum1 blaming me for the ice-cream i introduced,
telling how expensive it is and so on.
wat the hell, this considered my fault too?
ok,watever.
my mood was totally down, so i took a bath.
after showering i feel better,
and the 1st things i did with my "normal mood"-- sleep.


haha, gud nite world, gud nite all those fucking things happened, i never wan u to exist in my dream, and my life, so long!!!