你回来了.

你回来了.
就那短短的一星期时间,今天已是最后第二天.你不在.

我们又吵架了.
以我们火星撞地球的性格,没争执才怪.
你我都一样,我们都不愿意承认自己的错,谁也不愿先向谁低头,
面红耳赤的争论一番,说出令大家都很受伤的话之后,才觉得后悔.
但,依然不愿让步.
我承认,我就是.

内心深处很清楚明白,明明很在乎对方,却总装的不在乎.
LOVE IS BLIND.
恋爱中的人都很愚蠢.

不过是每个恋人都得面对的问题.
怎么说都好,摊开来说清楚,又回到开心地我爱你你爱我了.
说穿了,不过是自尊心在作怪...

whatever it is, the only things i know, 
is that i love you, and i still do,
no matter what happens. 
and, i care about you.
sorry for everything, but i don't meant to say anything you don't like.

I LOVE YOU, MY DEAR.

2012龙年快乐!

恭喜发财! 龙年又到了~
新的一年,希望大家万事都如意,天天都开心 :)

话说,除夕夜过得很开心,今天的拜年也不赖

这么开心的新年,有件事情让我觉得很纳闷...

话说,我们去老爸的表姐的家拜年.
这个表姐的家呢,是有够大的..
是不至于有泳池,但至少市价有个三,五百万
屋子多大多美,始终是人家的
但当看到表姑很开心地介绍着她儿子设计的房子
脸上难掩兴奋又骄傲的表情.

看看自己,我有能力在40岁以前也让爸妈家人感受到同样的骄傲吗?
前路茫茫,只知道想成功,却不知路该怎么走..
但可以确定的是,这将是一条很艰难的路,而且..
我还没准备迎战....................

今年的新年愿望,希望至少能计划好3,5年以后的路吧..
龙年大吉啊!!!!!!!!!发啊~!!

011111 :)

你好11月 :)
..........................
..........................
不知不觉的,2011 就快过了,....
想起新年总会许下的愿望,好像也没几件实现嘛...
...更具体地说,是我忘了==

说说十月最后一个星期,也就是屠妖节假期那个星期
又到outbac打发时间去了...
整个星期算是过得不错,有个好的开始,却没有好的结束.. :(

话说,薪水也领了,奖学金也拿了
好开心哦~!! :)..................
.............................................
......................................................................................
..........也花得7788了... ==
但还好,无债一身轻... :D
至于其他的,就花在...
 
1. IN TIME

 -- so when time is your money, how u survive? 
不错看的一套电影,足以引起我的反思...
会不会有一天,我们会过着这样的生活?
每天都得劳动才能生存,走在路上随时都会被人夺取"钱财"..
胜者为王.败者为"亡"........................................


挺不错的,尤其女主角更漂亮 :)



2. REAL STEEL

-- 只能说:"桥"不怕久,最紧要有人受
典型的激励性电影,但还不错精彩,至少动画做得挺好的
剧中父子的互动也不禁让人发出会心一笑
有些画面还挺感人的.
3. THE THING

-- 典型的惊悚片

4.夏日乐悠悠

 -- 前半段都是很典型的剧情,但结局却让人出乎意料
非常不错 :)
而且主角都很英俊漂亮
还把马来西亚的美完整地体现出来
让人有股想去度假的冲动.................至少我有. ><




唉,只能怪自己屁股坐不住,总爱到处跑
结果,自己得付出代价... ＴＴ



20111031,星期二,我才正式开学 ^^
星期一太懒,结果逃课....
但却跑去看电影,还差点就看了两套 ><
话说,考卷都一一派回
跟预料中一样,尽fail XD
能怪谁,自己不争气不肯读书~ *真的太懒了~

因此,我下定决心,要开始努力+用功
一切从"明天"开始, 就"明天"... ><



**雯雯生病了,班长说她对孢子敏感,不能吃包子了.... ==
总之希望她早日康复 :)

ROHGAHNA I MISS YOU

1015

Talking about today...
It's my parent's 20th anniversary. ........
You know wat, nothing special happen.
It's not because of the boredom after 20 years of wedding, it's mainly because of the things, that they argued since n days ago... No, maybe n weeks ago...
We know.
But we don't really know.
They have to slove this by themselves, no1 can help them, even though we wishes so deadly to.
I wish for the day, when everything fixed, when we become really like a family, like last time, I wish...
I wish for another 20 years and more anniversary of them.......................:)
Happy 20th anniversary...
I love U daddy and mummy...

Day (n+2) without him...

I was so worry about him...
Yes he is no more a child and he can take care of himself...
Still I can't stop blaming myself for my selfishness...
Why he can sacrifices so much for me?
I was so bad that I can't even do a simple thing like just concentrate in study...
I don't want anything, I just want u to b happy all the time.
Seriously, I miss u.

Day 3.

... the title shud nt b named "Day 3", as he came back, shud i name it 
'the very first sunday in october' ? :D

so 2day, i woke up lk usual, dat is 0530 and i saw his missed calls..
the 2nd time i woke up, i called him right after i pee.
ok i washed my hand b4 taking my ph x)

i've decided to throw away all my anger ytd.
yesterday was a past, thr's no reason keep talking yesterday instead of today.
besides i dun wan him to hv a bad morning, same to me.
morning determines almost evrythn of the day, mayb the following days too,
so i wan him to hv a sweet and lovely morning....
ok i talked too much XD
i called him, with relax and my sexy voice (omg 38~)
and thn had my breakfast.
i noticed somethn happened between my parents..
i dunno wat it is, cz i'm a bad child dat i seldom stay in house..
i hope this situation won't be long....
i love my dad and my mum.

to b continued

Day 2.

saturday, 01 oct 11.

hello october, u came so fast.


so 2day, woke up early ( i mean 430am. ==) 
my plan : wake up to make salad and pudding.
thn : i stay in bed til 0655, almost late for my date, LOL ==

so bout the date..
wen wen date me to -- pasar.
after yrs nt goin to pasar (i think so) i return to pasar.
and thn... i realized i'm nt a gud daughter, won't b a gud wife either. :P
thn back to house and prepare the things, dat i shud hv done.
1100, we headed to billion, for chicken wings and watermelon.


oh ya, all these is for the very 1st yr of Majlis Perpisahan Pasukan Pandu Puteri Kajang High School... wahseh the name oready so grand man XD


so the next station, b4 goin to teacher's house, we went to Tutti Frutti.
Grand opening on 2day, at Kajang so we went to hv a look...
no actually it's bcz of the 50% discount offered, ya girls.. ><

after meeting wai hoe- the monitor, ing sen- the gossip girl ( LOL i'm bad!!><) and wan xien- the gud girl, we "officially" gt into the shop.
ok the flavour i've chosen is cappuccino and strawberry.
both mixed well with smarties and some sour juicy lil balls, which i dun reli noe wat it is,
and a layer of chocolate on top...
it makes my day :)

and thn, we went to teacher's house, at bangi.


we past by the place i grown up, where it's no more the same..


and thn, we reached our destination-- the teacher's house.
she's our pandu puteri teacher or aka the physics teacher of lower six, who is ours too.
she's so funny and sporting dat we shared so many secrets with her lk our fren.
frm here it's nt hard to noe dat we enjoyed the day with her :)
although it's a bit busy but we're all happy..

after dat we rushed to skul cz we're late.
thn the activity started-- the BBQ :D
the chicken wings r so well marinaded, the bihun tasted so gud, and the ribena, nice man :)
evrythn goes well, until jh reached, whr i borrowed her ph ( mine was dead, ran out of battery)
i called him.
he was back.
and some reason our conversation ended up with ntg but anger, of both.
i was reli upset, dat i jz wanted to noe how was him, and listen to him, his voice, but.......
ok, no more mood for the activity..
luckily it almost end.
in the end of the event, 
some went back with the sweetest memory in high skul ever;
some went back jz after attending a BBQ;
mayb some with negative feelings, due to other reason, lk me...
but 1 thing i cn sure is dat we all r totally tired, exhausted.......................................


back to home, sum1 blaming me for the ice-cream i introduced,
telling how expensive it is and so on.
wat the hell, this considered my fault too?
ok,watever.
my mood was totally down, so i took a bath.
after showering i feel better,
and the 1st things i did with my "normal mood"-- sleep.


haha, gud nite world, gud nite all those fucking things happened, i never wan u to exist in my dream, and my life, so long!!!

Day 1.

early in the morning, he left, to singapore.
"nt felling well," the heart says.
yep, and i dunno y.

so, bcz of the teacher, things happened.
outsider come in and made comment without knowing wat really happening.
ya maybe he's right, we shudn't judge her in public,
but same goes to him -- "he talks too much", and NOHB ==

i myself nt reli agree with wat my frens done, 
but honestly i'm with my fren, he is too 8. 
c'mon, be a man plz.


ok next topic, is dat i really really miss him.
i should be more independent, lk how i used to, b4 knowing him.
well, i think i cn.. i think......
nvm i jz need smthn to distract my attention..
ok, i cn do it..!
o niu u can do it!! LOL..