011111 :)

你好11月 :)
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不知不觉的,2011 就快过了,....
想起新年总会许下的愿望,好像也没几件实现嘛...
...更具体地说,是我忘了==

说说十月最后一个星期,也就是屠妖节假期那个星期
又到outbac打发时间去了...
整个星期算是过得不错,有个好的开始,却没有好的结束.. :(

话说,薪水也领了,奖学金也拿了
好开心哦~!! :)..................
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..........也花得7788了... ==
但还好,无债一身轻... :D
至于其他的,就花在...
 
1. IN TIME

 -- so when time is your money, how u survive? 
不错看的一套电影,足以引起我的反思...
会不会有一天,我们会过着这样的生活?
每天都得劳动才能生存,走在路上随时都会被人夺取"钱财"..
胜者为王.败者为"亡"........................................


挺不错的,尤其女主角更漂亮 :)



2. REAL STEEL

-- 只能说:"桥"不怕久,最紧要有人受
典型的激励性电影,但还不错精彩,至少动画做得挺好的
剧中父子的互动也不禁让人发出会心一笑
有些画面还挺感人的.
3. THE THING

-- 典型的惊悚片

4.夏日乐悠悠

 -- 前半段都是很典型的剧情,但结局却让人出乎意料
非常不错 :)
而且主角都很英俊漂亮
还把马来西亚的美完整地体现出来
让人有股想去度假的冲动.................至少我有. ><




唉,只能怪自己屁股坐不住,总爱到处跑
结果,自己得付出代价... ＴＴ



20111031,星期二,我才正式开学 ^^
星期一太懒,结果逃课....
但却跑去看电影,还差点就看了两套 ><
话说,考卷都一一派回
跟预料中一样,尽fail XD
能怪谁,自己不争气不肯读书~ *真的太懒了~

因此,我下定决心,要开始努力+用功
一切从"明天"开始, 就"明天"... ><



**雯雯生病了,班长说她对孢子敏感,不能吃包子了.... ==
总之希望她早日康复 :)

ROHGAHNA I MISS YOU

1015

Talking about today...
It's my parent's 20th anniversary. ........
You know wat, nothing special happen.
It's not because of the boredom after 20 years of wedding, it's mainly because of the things, that they argued since n days ago... No, maybe n weeks ago...
We know.
But we don't really know.
They have to slove this by themselves, no1 can help them, even though we wishes so deadly to.
I wish for the day, when everything fixed, when we become really like a family, like last time, I wish...
I wish for another 20 years and more anniversary of them.......................:)
Happy 20th anniversary...
I love U daddy and mummy...

Day (n+2) without him...

I was so worry about him...
Yes he is no more a child and he can take care of himself...
Still I can't stop blaming myself for my selfishness...
Why he can sacrifices so much for me?
I was so bad that I can't even do a simple thing like just concentrate in study...
I don't want anything, I just want u to b happy all the time.
Seriously, I miss u.

Day 3.

... the title shud nt b named "Day 3", as he came back, shud i name it 
'the very first sunday in october' ? :D

so 2day, i woke up lk usual, dat is 0530 and i saw his missed calls..
the 2nd time i woke up, i called him right after i pee.
ok i washed my hand b4 taking my ph x)

i've decided to throw away all my anger ytd.
yesterday was a past, thr's no reason keep talking yesterday instead of today.
besides i dun wan him to hv a bad morning, same to me.
morning determines almost evrythn of the day, mayb the following days too,
so i wan him to hv a sweet and lovely morning....
ok i talked too much XD
i called him, with relax and my sexy voice (omg 38~)
and thn had my breakfast.
i noticed somethn happened between my parents..
i dunno wat it is, cz i'm a bad child dat i seldom stay in house..
i hope this situation won't be long....
i love my dad and my mum.

to b continued

Day 2.

saturday, 01 oct 11.

hello october, u came so fast.


so 2day, woke up early ( i mean 430am. ==) 
my plan : wake up to make salad and pudding.
thn : i stay in bed til 0655, almost late for my date, LOL ==

so bout the date..
wen wen date me to -- pasar.
after yrs nt goin to pasar (i think so) i return to pasar.
and thn... i realized i'm nt a gud daughter, won't b a gud wife either. :P
thn back to house and prepare the things, dat i shud hv done.
1100, we headed to billion, for chicken wings and watermelon.


oh ya, all these is for the very 1st yr of Majlis Perpisahan Pasukan Pandu Puteri Kajang High School... wahseh the name oready so grand man XD


so the next station, b4 goin to teacher's house, we went to Tutti Frutti.
Grand opening on 2day, at Kajang so we went to hv a look...
no actually it's bcz of the 50% discount offered, ya girls.. ><

after meeting wai hoe- the monitor, ing sen- the gossip girl ( LOL i'm bad!!><) and wan xien- the gud girl, we "officially" gt into the shop.
ok the flavour i've chosen is cappuccino and strawberry.
both mixed well with smarties and some sour juicy lil balls, which i dun reli noe wat it is,
and a layer of chocolate on top...
it makes my day :)

and thn, we went to teacher's house, at bangi.


we past by the place i grown up, where it's no more the same..


and thn, we reached our destination-- the teacher's house.
she's our pandu puteri teacher or aka the physics teacher of lower six, who is ours too.
she's so funny and sporting dat we shared so many secrets with her lk our fren.
frm here it's nt hard to noe dat we enjoyed the day with her :)
although it's a bit busy but we're all happy..

after dat we rushed to skul cz we're late.
thn the activity started-- the BBQ :D
the chicken wings r so well marinaded, the bihun tasted so gud, and the ribena, nice man :)
evrythn goes well, until jh reached, whr i borrowed her ph ( mine was dead, ran out of battery)
i called him.
he was back.
and some reason our conversation ended up with ntg but anger, of both.
i was reli upset, dat i jz wanted to noe how was him, and listen to him, his voice, but.......
ok, no more mood for the activity..
luckily it almost end.
in the end of the event, 
some went back with the sweetest memory in high skul ever;
some went back jz after attending a BBQ;
mayb some with negative feelings, due to other reason, lk me...
but 1 thing i cn sure is dat we all r totally tired, exhausted.......................................


back to home, sum1 blaming me for the ice-cream i introduced,
telling how expensive it is and so on.
wat the hell, this considered my fault too?
ok,watever.
my mood was totally down, so i took a bath.
after showering i feel better,
and the 1st things i did with my "normal mood"-- sleep.


haha, gud nite world, gud nite all those fucking things happened, i never wan u to exist in my dream, and my life, so long!!!

Day 1.

early in the morning, he left, to singapore.
"nt felling well," the heart says.
yep, and i dunno y.

so, bcz of the teacher, things happened.
outsider come in and made comment without knowing wat really happening.
ya maybe he's right, we shudn't judge her in public,
but same goes to him -- "he talks too much", and NOHB ==

i myself nt reli agree with wat my frens done, 
but honestly i'm with my fren, he is too 8. 
c'mon, be a man plz.


ok next topic, is dat i really really miss him.
i should be more independent, lk how i used to, b4 knowing him.
well, i think i cn.. i think......
nvm i jz need smthn to distract my attention..
ok, i cn do it..!
o niu u can do it!! LOL..

lol,,

oww gosh..!
half month after leaving my blog, i'm coming back. ==

...............
well, jz past by,...............
hv a nice day.. ==

今天

早上,原本很开心的,咱们可以三人行,她们还有男友作伴..
结果...
一早就电话打来说--姨丈去世了................. :(
not a good starting.

到了mid,突然觉得好寂寞好寂寞....
是身边的寂寞,但更多的是,心的寂寞.................
kung fu panda, movie of the day, 1st thing to cheer me up... :)
sibek酱cute咯他小时候.............. ><
但,第一次,一个人看戏...
整排,就只我一个... ==
一个人吃着爆米花....................... u u
后来,咱们又一起买了皮包, 2nd thing dat make my day :):)

后来..后来...没有了.

眼睛有些累,累得想睡觉;
心有些累, 累得想哭.......


或许,他即将离开...
忍不住眼泪流,但还是得控制
至少过了kastam也不能让它过边境... ==
很,想念他.

ciao~

hey ya..!
again, renewing my blog for after 2 weeks it lives with spider webs.. (lol~)


so.. due to the skul and public holiday of labour day..
every1's resting in their home and... it's our working time.. :'(


after 4 days working, finally our jobs done.. :)
so "lucky", for getting an "o-chae" bcz of myself
really lk a dai fan xu.. pokai.. really really paiseh...>< ""
thank you to a guy who cares bout me after looking at my blog and keep asking me nt to 忍 (lol~)
although it's lk ntg but it means a lot to me, thank you for caring, my fren ;)


after dat, wed is the outing day for 3 of us.. again :P
it's the last time 3 of us goin out at wed b4 the skul reopen. so sad.. :(
it's a crazy-shopping-and-eating-day dat i bought lotsa things including mum's present for mother's day, my own shirt, my 1st high heels (low enuf... ==), chocolates and the very-impressed-me-cookies, a sibek delicious choco cookies, it really makes my day :)
wed, pink day, so BR will be in the list too.. :)
cheese-baked-rice + black pepper chicken, walau ehh..!
sibek gue gien whn recalling... mmmmmmm......... DELICIOUS >

here's a pic of us eating ice-cream
it's been a long long time we didn't take pic 2gtr... so miss it.. ><
it was really a happy day hanging out with 2 of them, it's lk part of my life...
tQ so much my girls for giving me so much... evrythn... it means a lot to me :D

thn the next day, 2day
we're settling the form 6 things since morning and..
we sat on wen's car for the 1st time 2day... ><
yep, i mean car she's driving..
nt bad seriously, i lk it ;)
...and being "lucky" again for getting an "o-chae" AGAIN..!
wat the.... speechless to myself... 
yen wong.. cn't even look properly with 4 eyes.........==''


thn, 3 of us hanging out 2gtr, AGAIN...
mayb others feel so boring seeing 3 of us goin out 2gtr, again and again
(mayb they feel boring for us oso ==)
but no1 noes, y must we b 2gtr all the time
y we always stick 2gtr, no1, never..........

coz i dunno either... Xb

讲讲废话放放屁

24.04.11

--OUTBAC OPEN DAY-- 

六点钟,神早喽喽走去厨房
就我和芳两条水
还有一条乌黑的道路
伴着凉风
还有虫鸣和狗吠声.........(lol~开个玩笑 :P)

要做三文治+杯子蛋糕
结果居然没有鸡蛋,七早八早就出状况(天啊~~)
..................................................................................
如此如此这般这般,事情解决,很快的9点就到了~^^
我的拍档,很幸运的就是"呜噜噜"

没错,就是这位超人 Xb
话说,这张照片也是我拍的...><(lol)
跟他工作简直是.....................................没得顶
--超级无敌的...废!!--

一天下来,总共管了4站
最轻松的莫过于flying fox了,凉风习习,有没有太阳,人又不多...
爽啊~~
开心的是,今天还能见到他 :)


27.04.11

就是今天了,我们在一起2个月的日子
但是.................愤怒!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
chicken egg cake啊~!
昨晚也不晓得吃错什么东西,
半夜3点梦到自己肚子痛,
结果迷迷糊糊醒来发现居然真的是肚子痛 ==''
又热的要命... ><'''''''''
所以就从3点多开始拉肚子清肠胃... 无言.................. :(
好不容易搞到5点,哥哥的闹钟都响了才勉强睡得下去
结果...不到一个钟,开始觉得很冷
然后,还下雨... 冷到~ ><
然后,盖了两张被,又继续睡..........
过不久,又太热,起床的时候才8点多..天啊..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!
到底是什么西西,搞到我睡都不安宁
我誓与它势不两立!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  
T T..累死了....................................................................

忍

在这之前18年了
忍忍忍,
这是我每天每时每分每刻每秒都在提醒自己 
每秒都在实践
一直都在忍
忍 别人的目光
忍 别人的脾气

别人看不起,我忍
别人不爽拿我出气,我忍
别人把脾气发在我身上,我忍
逆来顺受,我都忍了


还以为说身边多了一个人
至少我还有个偶尔可以歇歇的角落
至少在这里还能得到些许"公平对待"
结果
的确有"公平对待"
跟别人一样"公平的对待"我...


忍忍忍,我什么时候才能摆脱你这个烦东西的纠缠
什么时候我才能把心中所有所有的不满都发泄出来
什么时候我才能像你们那样也把不满的情绪对别人大吼
什么时候我才能告诉你们说:我也是人!!佛都有火,何况是我!!!

有时真的忍无可忍
但又不忍心伤害别人
因为我知道这种感觉不好受
所以到最后还是忍了下来
但这种感觉真的, 不是苦, 不是涩
是一种委屈的感觉
觉得为什么,明明大家都一样
为什么偏偏这些事总落在我头上?
是我好欺负吗?
像只笨乌龟,被打被骂也不会反抗
挺多就躲进壳里慢慢哭...
但我没有壳
所有伤害都直接插进心里
还要装出一副不在乎的样子

我也是有血有肉的人
我也会伤心难过
我有权利

我从来没把任何人当出气筒
所以我也希望不会有人把我当出气筒
我从来没把负面情绪化为责备对别人大吼
所以我也希望不会有人对我大吼发泄


或许在你们生气愤怒不开心的时候
你们觉得把气发在别人身上会很过瘾
感觉像得到解脱,至少自己感觉比较舒服
但你们肯定不会知道的一点就是
无端被你责备的人心里多难受多委屈

所以,不要把自己的负面情绪丢给他人
给他人带来更多不安不爽

我不喜欢.

my weekend..........

lol...
1st --EXHAUSTED...
2nd--FULL!!
 
15 apr
went to genting early at the morning, 
but the night b4, slept at 2++ bcz of bou din wa zok
thn after reach genting, start to play 
playing with the 2 little kids :) cute..
fast food for lunch, buffet for dinner
sibek full ><
midnight, went to lobby bou zok again
sibek cold, freezing~~~><"

16 apr
kids go swimming, i go 8, lol...
fast food again for breakfast ==
noon, went to grandpa's house.
dropped by sekinchan for lunch, seafood :D
thn, for dinner, seafood AGAIN~
lai liu ha, crab crab, tou sat... mmmmm~taste so gud~ ><❤
within 2 hrs, went to KFC for supper
fast food AGAIN!!!
i dun wan to hv fast food i think for couple months, YUCKSSS!!!! 

17 apr
anson chee cheong fan for breakfast❤
walau ehh mou dak deng, the oni chee cheong fan i will eat,
damn delicious arr wehh~!!
thn yau zha guai, with kaya
thn a cup of milo, damn syok arr...!!
playing around with the two kids, lol
lk hyperactive, i've oready exhausted (am i old? hmmm...)
they cn still run and play and everythn... oww.................
sum1? cn sum1 plz call the police? 
SNAIL ABUSE over here!!!  T T
for lunch, seafood again for sure..
but this time jz crab...
finally, home sweet home at almost 5... arhhh............!!!
dinner, goin out again, thn bro gt sick.. kesian lehh......... :(


conclusion for the programme:
1st, never play with kids if u dun hv enuf energy, NEVER :'(
2nd, never eat dat much of fast food :'(
3rd, never eat too much a time, it's hard to keep fit :'(  :'(  :'(
4th, oso the most important thing : REST IS VERY IMPORTANT........!!!
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ><~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

R.I.P.

was figuring how to get money for myself
i admit i used lots of it although it's jz the 7th day of apr
thn, at night, dad gives us $$ ^^v

WOOHOO!!
it's very long since the last time he gave us
the amount, nt dat big, but i'm happy 
this is the 1st time i gt money from my parents this yr 
--a bit proud of myself :)--
haha, i did spent a lot this year
(more thn thousands? nahh... i dunno either XD)


thn, i asked my dad to change a new fridge
kesian the 1 in my house, aged more thn 20 yrs ad
but, it still working day and night
although it's a bit sick (lol)
thn, my dad offered himself to save it
it was gud in the begining but thn........................................
........................ bla ............. ......... .............................................................................
.. ....................................... ..... bla .............. ... ..........................
...........bla........ ............. ..................................... ................
ok, so the result is-- we're goin to change a new 1 (lol~~~~)
dad killed it :(


R.I.P. dear fridge~ ..................................==''

..............................

after almost 2 weeks leaving my blog, yeah i'm coming back :)
and the reason is : I CN'T SLEEP~!!! ==''

went to connaught psr mlm with jh, c hai, jackson and of cz gahna too ❤
hmmm...
the 1st time i walk with him in psr mlm ;)
and ya, i'm happy...^^


we had a coffee-flavoured ice, and dat's y i'm here...............==''


 

一个女孩的故事

这是我去年某次考试所写的作文,题目忘了,内容就是--
"一个女孩的故事"

记得当初那篇作文,很好笑
自创结局,写到有来有去..

今天,故事的主人翁,真正地给这个故事画上了句号.
话说,这个故事讲述一个很坚强的女孩
这个17岁的女孩,也是家中长女,命运格外坎坷
先是疼爱她的姑姑客死他乡
再来让她招架不住的就是她爸爸突然倒下...
她爸爸,中风了.

17岁,一个让人期待也享受的年纪
她的那一年,都献给了无数的金钱包袱..一箩又一箩的烦恼...
校园,朋友,家人...
17岁,人人都自私得想把所有最美好的回忆收藏起来
这个女孩,根本没时间去自私...


8,9个月,就这么过去了
总总压力和烦恼之下,这个女孩考了spm
终于,等到了成绩放榜的日子
就在前一晚的半夜,她爸爸被送入院.......
隔天,成绩出炉,她考获8A佳绩...
她告诉病床上昏迷的爸爸,他没能给任何反应........................

两天后,就是昨天,她爸爸离开了..
她没有叹气休息的机会
她只能够继续走,再疲惫也得走下去
身为家中长女,她必须这么做


你能想象吗?
一个18岁的女孩,要替自己爸爸办身后事
处理那些我们听过的没听过的,见过的没见过的,甚至完全不知道的事
这当中需要多少的能耐,多少的坚持,多少的力气
少一点都撑不下去
所以我说,我很佩服这个女孩..


话说,从头到尾我都称她"女孩"
虽然她就是叫大姐,但她还是个女孩
至少我认为,她是
18岁,不该是个女人
18岁,应该是个女孩,只是这个女孩,被逼一夜成长....................................

-完-

节哀顺变

偶然的遇见...

在面子书上偶然看见的一篇文章
挺有意思
收藏起来
与自己共勉之...............


http://www.facebook.com/notes/%E6%84%9B%E6%96%87%E7%AB%A0/%E4%BC%9A%E8%AF%B4%E8%AF%9D%E7%9A%84%E4%BA%BA%E8%AE%A9%E4%BA%BA%E4%B8%8D%E7%94%9F%E6%B0%94/196892840343291

一  成熟的人不问过去；聪明的人不问现在；豁达的人不问未来。
  
二  在人之上，要把人当人；在人之下，要把自己当人。  

三  知道看人背后的是君子；知道背后看人的是小人。  

四  你犯错误时，等别人都来了再骂你的是敌人，等别人都走了骂你的是朋友。 
 
五  人只要能掌握自己，便什么也不会失去。  

六  变老并不等于成熟，真正的成熟在于看透。  

七  简单的生活之所以很不容易，是因为要活的简单，一定不能想的太多。  

八  人们常犯最大的错误，是对陌生人太客气，而对亲密的人太苛刻，把这个坏习惯改过来，天下太平。 
 
九  我们在梦里走了许多路，醒来后发现自己还在床上。  

十  你的丑和你的脸没有关系  

十一  航海者虽比观望者要冒更大的风险，但却有希望到达彼岸。  

十二  穷人的苦恼在于没有选择，富人的苦恼在于有太多选择。  

十三  不要总觉得被轻视，先问问自己有没有分量。  

十四  一个人的价值，不体现在与别人相同的东西上，而体现在与别人不同的东西上。  

十五   静坐常思己过，闲谈莫论人非。  

十六  发展是硬道理，但硬发展是没道理。  

十七  人们是看你做什么，不是听你说什么。  

十八  要求别人是很痛苦的，要求自己是很快乐的。  

十九  不敢生气的是懦夫，不去生气的才是智者。  

二十  对于人来说，问心无愧是最舒服的枕头。  

二十一  嫉妒他人，表明他人的成功，被人嫉妒，表明自己成功。  

二十二  有些事情，不谈是个结，谈开了是个疤。  

二十三  一口吃不成胖子，但胖子却是一口一口吃来的。  

二十四  喜欢花的人是会去摘花的，然而爱花的人则会去浇水。 

hmm...

难以置信的,我已经两个星期没上部落格了 ==''

整个学校假期都在忙
忙归忙,但还是很充实

在outbac,天天遇到不同的人,体验不同的事
要一个个说,恐怕3天3夜都未必能说完
但是这些都将会是我未来最美好的一段回忆
这个地方也将会是我非常怀念的一个地方...

3月19
办完campfire,喝埋茶,回到家都12点多了
一回到家直接冲上房间,阿姨他们来了 :)
那两个小瓜,都长高了...

3月20
七早八早被一个小瓜吵醒:"蜗牛快点起来!我要拔你的壳!!"
=='' 无言...
后来去看热气球,再来去科学馆
接着去jusco,买了件衣,又去海塘meet他们,老板请吃 :)
后来再去jusco看戏,看什么unknown,实在浪费钱==''


很失望,他告诉我说"他听说"我最近变得很冷死
最够力令我失望的就是"你真的要检讨一下"
心里直接对他扣扣扣扣扣了七七八八的分了


真失败,哪个人会失败到连男友都叫他检讨的地步
我也无话可说了
我不应该抱着太大的期望,期望他至少会理解我
换来的只是更大的失望
或许这个星期以来我真的很冷死
但我仍然希望他会相信我
换来的,却是.......................................


整个星期下来
或许是心疲倦了,累了,好久都没让它好好休息了
2天,我相信在两天时间内我就能让它充好电再次出发
这次的它,将比从前的它更坚强
不会再依赖,而是学会靠自己
 

因为这世上 
除了"自己"
不会有第二个人更了解自己..................................

日夜颠倒... @@

很够力了,最近变得日夜颠倒了
晚上...到了两点多快三点都不甘愿睡觉
早上八点半醒==''
然后早上觉得打瞌睡... 

惨了...明天又要开始做工了...
今天不补眠,过后又会后悔了..............><
今天吹伍佰风,爱上了<挪威的森林> ❤
好听... ^^


现在一无聊马上就上部落,很快这里就要堆积慢慢的废话了... lol


睡前,想一想他❤

gosh... ==

ohh gosh...!!
i slept at 0111 ytd but i woke up 0800++ 2day...
u noe y?
cz i miss him SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!
arghh!!!
he's in swiss nw... u-u


ytd i dream bout him...
twice...
thn i cn't continue my sleeping anymore..........
countdown-ing the time he'll reached......


oh no,

i...really miss him.... .................................... ..........................................

haizz... how i'm gonna tell my parents bout this?
another thing to figure out.. @.@
my brain is goin to burst...!!! 
adui............................

2月27....❤

2月27，是个星期天...
一如往常,又是得上山的日子.............
这次不多不少50个人,算ok,但基本上我都不怎么认得那些人><"

话说,上到山上,他居然说了一句:"我要等日出然后跟你告白...." ==
.......................................
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..   ................................     ................................ ...........
       .................................................................. ....
.......................................... ...................... .................  ......... ..............................
 .............. .................. .. .............. ....................  .............................
..... ............................. ..... ... ..................
如此如此这般这般,我告别了单身...............^^

天啊,这是第一次有个人跟我告白
18岁人了,说真的会不会有点太迟................==''

从来没想过,也无法料到,我会有这天..............
dj说的对,我第一个感觉就是---很虚无

感觉好.........虚无,或许是害怕
不管用屁股还是膝盖来想,怎么都想不通
某人说的对,他的追求者那么多,怎么会选中我?
中彩票都没那么幸运XD


其实,真的很开心...
他对我许下的承诺让我安心多了... ...
他并不是我可以靠岸的码头
他是可以引导我的船只,让我继续漂泊,继续探索
但却总在我身边扶持.........
很幸运,遇到一个这样的他...❤


现在的他,在飞机上...............
不知道下次见面会在几时.......................................
没关系,反正想念也是一种幸福...
只好还有一个他让我想念................. :)
谢谢你..罗生 ❤

带过罢了啦~

2月21 开始就忙忙忙忙忙忙到现在...XD
2月21 晚上在家睡个觉,第二天就离家出走了...
所以说从22号开始我都不在家,23回到家都已经7点多了
吃个饭冲个凉,又出去喝茶了,还遇到老师~
接着发生一件很好笑的事
话说,birdy和dj两条水在拍拖,被老师撞见了
老师只说了:"kong eng(bird)啊~~"
看来他像是认不出dj了...............=-=


2月24，晚上就进outbac,过个夜第二天就开始zap头zap尾...
这星期来了三个team--orange和inti两间college,还有opps的歌咏队 :D
还不错的一个周末...^^
只是有点lun zhun........==''

2月27，.............................................................................❤


2月28，终于见到了久违的好朋友们 :)
又到老地方喝茶...好怀念.............
雯和蚯蚓都pass了undang,于是我们决定出街 ==''
发现没读书了以后都变得很随性,爽爽就到处走,够力....
去到mid valley,吃下东西又跑回家................==
连我自己都很无言....但很享受这种生活 ❤


3月1，踏入2011年首个季度
发现这两个月来玩得太疯了,是时候收拾心情,步入人生下个阶段了...
玩也玩够,休息也休息够
成绩快出了....................................这才是重点..XD
倒数,9天~
可以预料到这次的成绩...应该不怎么........................
只希望不要太够力难看,至少也别让父母丢脸才好....:P

回忆❤

这两天开始整理一些照片,为我的前途铺路 ><"
其实是明天就要去玩了,特意清干净我的记忆卡 ^^

手痒,去开我的pendrive,怎料到居然找回很多旧照片!
这些正是我要找的!! 兴奋!!
特地来show一下,这些堆满灰尘的回忆... ..........


 
2008

这是咱们三姐妹第一次去唱k

哈哈,这是他们演戏的花絮, SWAT

High School Musical

 

 2009

新年表演

SPM成绩放榜(以后没机会再见到这"废轮海"合体了...)

中学生涯以来最大型 的一场演出--The Phantom of the Opera

八度空间嘉年华

 

 

 

 

很怀念的一趟broga之旅...

还有,我发现,其实在还没成为情侣之前
某些"有缘人"其实早有些"迹象"
翻查回旧照片,发现这些...........................


tangki vs gds

jh vs ks

dj vs birdy

原来冥冥中已经注定.............❤

我

说真的,我也不清楚我有没有真正认识我自己
怎么说,我觉得我戴的面具似乎太多层了...

对我的部落,我"比较"坦诚,但还是有几分隐瞒(+忘记...==)
对我的日记,我"更加"坦诚,但不是百分之百...
对于这两个我最信任的东西我都没法坦诚相对,
更何况是我身边的人.........

是我太多疑了吗?
还是我连自己都没法相信?
老是一副啥都不在乎的样子,其实,我不是那样的...!


我也希望累了有肩膀依靠
至少能够让我安心睡一觉...
我也希望难过时有人安慰
至少能够让我好过一些...
我也希望有人可以逗我开心
至少能够让烦恼离我远一些...
我也希望我伤心时有个拥抱
至少能够让我觉得窝心...
我也希望我能像其他女生那样,被照顾 被关怀 被重视 被在乎...


但我知道,我不能那样
知道的事情越多
了解的越多
我知道我离这些所谓的幸福越来越远
我跟寂寞和孤独越来越近...

其实,我也不想表现得那么坚强
表现得那么不在乎
似乎什么都看得很开,什么事都不理,什么事都是小事
不想把所有事都藏起来
不想一个人承担所有担子
不想把委屈都往口里吞
不想把烦恼往心里压

有时真的觉得很累...
是心累,它承载太多的负担了
是我不好,让它受了那么多委屈...
怎么办,也不晓得往哪儿丢了,就丢在这儿,我的部落格...

我想,要有个依靠...

高潮迭起~

最近心情起伏不定,像坐过山车,突喜突悲,惨了....

先从周末说起

星期5晚上就入营,星期6太阳还没睡醒就出发咯~
cdo技术一流,半小时居然可以从士毛月驾到ts去...!
总之当天都是在赶,赶完这场赶那场,累的咯~~
后来傍晚到了彭亨,总算可以好好休息啦~~

吃了晚餐,直接开始我们的night walk..
很浪漫, 有很多萤火虫...^^
不止,还有种很特别的树叶,夜里会发光的说~
不是反光,是发光,像荧光那样,很型~!

晚上,大赌特赌(lol~)
然后,满地都是血
那些男生来耶没有放面包(lol lol lol~~~)
其实是被水蛭咬伤,又没有盐,结果.............
弄到整个房间像凶杀案现场酱==''
还有个很浪漫的男生,一边流血还一边赶情人节礼物呢~><


星期天,一连串活动后
直接跳水啦~!!! 
是冷到....!!!
后来下山了又赶回来,学当小丑...
是学到不少东西,只是一到傍晚,天色开始暗了,雨神就快来临
心,就很不安了.....................
ghana要走了,看他一个人绕outbac走,想必这里有很多他的回忆.....................
没有了他的outbac,味道似乎也不一样了..........
天还没下雨,我就开始下雨了......................
很悲啊~


星期1,又要开工
心情还没收拾好..
不止这样,眼睛很累,又很痛
情人节叻~人家去玩我做工...
还好有徒儿,还有dj birdy他们,特地带蛋糕来探望我,多好^^
心情好很多~^^


星期2..家庭日,没人做工没人上学
于是跟家人先去吃早餐
回家开始补眠.......................................................................
叮!补够了!! ^^
晚上就有火锅吃 :)
好久都没有一家人围在一起吃饭了...........:'(
想到工作时候都是一个人吃着冷冰冰的饭和面包..................
火锅实在太棒了!!!


星期3, 终于到了工作的最后一天...!
拼死拼活就是为了这天! (lol)
收拾好,什么都没想直接离开,太爽了!!!
这天实在太开心了,好事连连
七早八早,dj发简讯来,说.........................................哇哈哈~!!


雯雯的生日,偏偏我们都不在她身旁陪她庆祝,对不起....................:(
回到家直接上网"做功课",因为..............................
我又要再度当背包客啦~!!
实在太兴奋了!!
最开心就是这个时候,好期待好期待~!!

哎呀呀...
真是的,心情这样飞来飞去都不知道会不会飞出病来 ==''
要保持平常心啊~^^
(虽然还是很兴奋..!)