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Talking about today...
It's my parent's 20th anniversary. ........
You know wat, nothing special happen.
It's not because of the boredom after 20 years of wedding, it's mainly because of the things, that they argued since n days ago... No, maybe n weeks ago...
We know.
But we don't really know.
They have to slove this by themselves, no1 can help them, even though we wishes so deadly to.
I wish for the day, when everything fixed, when we become really like a family, like last time, I wish...
I wish for another 20 years and more anniversary of them.......................:)
Happy 20th anniversary...
I love U daddy and mummy...

Day (n+2) without him...

I was so worry about him...
Yes he is no more a child and he can take care of himself...
Still I can't stop blaming myself for my selfishness...
Why he can sacrifices so much for me?
I was so bad that I can't even do a simple thing like just concentrate in study...
I don't want anything, I just want u to b happy all the time.
Seriously, I miss u.

Day 3.

... the title shud nt b named "Day 3", as he came back, shud i name it 
'the very first sunday in october' ? :D

so 2day, i woke up lk usual, dat is 0530 and i saw his missed calls..
the 2nd time i woke up, i called him right after i pee.
ok i washed my hand b4 taking my ph x)

i've decided to throw away all my anger ytd.
yesterday was a past, thr's no reason keep talking yesterday instead of today.
besides i dun wan him to hv a bad morning, same to me.
morning determines almost evrythn of the day, mayb the following days too,
so i wan him to hv a sweet and lovely morning....
ok i talked too much XD
i called him, with relax and my sexy voice (omg 38~)
and thn had my breakfast.
i noticed somethn happened between my parents..
i dunno wat it is, cz i'm a bad child dat i seldom stay in house..
i hope this situation won't be long....
i love my dad and my mum.

to b continued

Day 2.

saturday, 01 oct 11.

hello october, u came so fast.


so 2day, woke up early ( i mean 430am. ==) 
my plan : wake up to make salad and pudding.
thn : i stay in bed til 0655, almost late for my date, LOL ==

so bout the date..
wen wen date me to -- pasar.
after yrs nt goin to pasar (i think so) i return to pasar.
and thn... i realized i'm nt a gud daughter, won't b a gud wife either. :P
thn back to house and prepare the things, dat i shud hv done.
1100, we headed to billion, for chicken wings and watermelon.


oh ya, all these is for the very 1st yr of Majlis Perpisahan Pasukan Pandu Puteri Kajang High School... wahseh the name oready so grand man XD


so the next station, b4 goin to teacher's house, we went to Tutti Frutti.
Grand opening on 2day, at Kajang so we went to hv a look...
no actually it's bcz of the 50% discount offered, ya girls.. ><

after meeting wai hoe- the monitor, ing sen- the gossip girl ( LOL i'm bad!!><) and wan xien- the gud girl, we "officially" gt into the shop.
ok the flavour i've chosen is cappuccino and strawberry.
both mixed well with smarties and some sour juicy lil balls, which i dun reli noe wat it is,
and a layer of chocolate on top...
it makes my day :)

and thn, we went to teacher's house, at bangi.


we past by the place i grown up, where it's no more the same..


and thn, we reached our destination-- the teacher's house.
she's our pandu puteri teacher or aka the physics teacher of lower six, who is ours too.
she's so funny and sporting dat we shared so many secrets with her lk our fren.
frm here it's nt hard to noe dat we enjoyed the day with her :)
although it's a bit busy but we're all happy..

after dat we rushed to skul cz we're late.
thn the activity started-- the BBQ :D
the chicken wings r so well marinaded, the bihun tasted so gud, and the ribena, nice man :)
evrythn goes well, until jh reached, whr i borrowed her ph ( mine was dead, ran out of battery)
i called him.
he was back.
and some reason our conversation ended up with ntg but anger, of both.
i was reli upset, dat i jz wanted to noe how was him, and listen to him, his voice, but.......
ok, no more mood for the activity..
luckily it almost end.
in the end of the event, 
some went back with the sweetest memory in high skul ever;
some went back jz after attending a BBQ;
mayb some with negative feelings, due to other reason, lk me...
but 1 thing i cn sure is dat we all r totally tired, exhausted.......................................


back to home, sum1 blaming me for the ice-cream i introduced,
telling how expensive it is and so on.
wat the hell, this considered my fault too?
ok,watever.
my mood was totally down, so i took a bath.
after showering i feel better,
and the 1st things i did with my "normal mood"-- sleep.


haha, gud nite world, gud nite all those fucking things happened, i never wan u to exist in my dream, and my life, so long!!!

Day 1.

early in the morning, he left, to singapore.
"nt felling well," the heart says.
yep, and i dunno y.

so, bcz of the teacher, things happened.
outsider come in and made comment without knowing wat really happening.
ya maybe he's right, we shudn't judge her in public,
but same goes to him -- "he talks too much", and NOHB ==

i myself nt reli agree with wat my frens done, 
but honestly i'm with my fren, he is too 8. 
c'mon, be a man plz.


ok next topic, is dat i really really miss him.
i should be more independent, lk how i used to, b4 knowing him.
well, i think i cn.. i think......
nvm i jz need smthn to distract my attention..
ok, i cn do it..!
o niu u can do it!! LOL..

lol,,

oww gosh..!
half month after leaving my blog, i'm coming back. ==

...............
well, jz past by,...............
hv a nice day.. ==

今天

早上,原本很开心的,咱们可以三人行,她们还有男友作伴..
结果...
一早就电话打来说--姨丈去世了................. :(
not a good starting.

到了mid,突然觉得好寂寞好寂寞....
是身边的寂寞,但更多的是,心的寂寞.................
kung fu panda, movie of the day, 1st thing to cheer me up... :)
sibek酱cute咯他小时候.............. ><
但,第一次,一个人看戏...
整排,就只我一个... ==
一个人吃着爆米花....................... u u
后来,咱们又一起买了皮包, 2nd thing dat make my day :):)

后来..后来...没有了.

眼睛有些累,累得想睡觉;
心有些累, 累得想哭.......


或许,他即将离开...
忍不住眼泪流,但还是得控制
至少过了kastam也不能让它过边境... ==
很,想念他.

ciao~

hey ya..!
again, renewing my blog for after 2 weeks it lives with spider webs.. (lol~)


so.. due to the skul and public holiday of labour day..
every1's resting in their home and... it's our working time.. :'(


after 4 days working, finally our jobs done.. :)
so "lucky", for getting an "o-chae" bcz of myself
really lk a dai fan xu.. pokai.. really really paiseh...>< ""
thank you to a guy who cares bout me after looking at my blog and keep asking me nt to 忍 (lol~)
although it's lk ntg but it means a lot to me, thank you for caring, my fren ;)


after dat, wed is the outing day for 3 of us.. again :P
it's the last time 3 of us goin out at wed b4 the skul reopen. so sad.. :(
it's a crazy-shopping-and-eating-day dat i bought lotsa things including mum's present for mother's day, my own shirt, my 1st high heels (low enuf... ==), chocolates and the very-impressed-me-cookies, a sibek delicious choco cookies, it really makes my day :)
wed, pink day, so BR will be in the list too.. :)
cheese-baked-rice + black pepper chicken, walau ehh..!
sibek gue gien whn recalling... mmmmmmm......... DELICIOUS >

here's a pic of us eating ice-cream
it's been a long long time we didn't take pic 2gtr... so miss it.. ><
it was really a happy day hanging out with 2 of them, it's lk part of my life...
tQ so much my girls for giving me so much... evrythn... it means a lot to me :D

thn the next day, 2day
we're settling the form 6 things since morning and..
we sat on wen's car for the 1st time 2day... ><
yep, i mean car she's driving..
nt bad seriously, i lk it ;)
...and being "lucky" again for getting an "o-chae" AGAIN..!
wat the.... speechless to myself... 
yen wong.. cn't even look properly with 4 eyes.........==''


thn, 3 of us hanging out 2gtr, AGAIN...
mayb others feel so boring seeing 3 of us goin out 2gtr, again and again
(mayb they feel boring for us oso ==)
but no1 noes, y must we b 2gtr all the time
y we always stick 2gtr, no1, never..........

coz i dunno either... Xb